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Saturday, November 13th, 2004
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So I've been working... I'm not used to that shit..... After sitting around for 6 months, getting up and doing this shit is killer..
But yeah, I got John out.... It took alot of work, but it's all worth it to have him out and be able to hug his and kiss him and all that other stuff...
And yeah, I'm too stoned to write anymore..... Later..
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Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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So, John is still in jail.. I've been working really hard on getting him out, I swear I've been on the phone non-stop for 3 days.. Last night when I visited him, he was so upset he cried.. I felt horrible that I couldn't get him out.. So today I called around, talked to his dad and his friend, and we got some stuff worked out.... Now his brother is "thinking" about signing the bail.. I called him and tried to talk him into it.. I'm gonna have faith in him to do the right thing.... Now it's all about time.. If they transfer him, he'll be away for awhile, which is why it's imparitive that I get him out NOW.. I just want to see him without glass between us... I miss him alot..:(
But yeah.. I got the job at Starbucks.. I start tomorrow.. I'm pretty excited..
And, I think that's about it........ Yeah..
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Sunday, November 7th, 2004
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So I haven't used this journal in like, forever and a day...... But I remembered I like the name and stuff..... Plus I want to come back to livejoural.. The communities are just so much better here..
So anyway.... A quick, but major update(alot of shit can happen in a year ya know!!) I dropped out of school and got my GED....... My grandfather left my grandmother so we moved out of that house and moved into a bigger house so my mom and Jordan could move in with us(driving me insane!!!)...
Met this chick named Apryl(her and Jacky used to be friends, but they don't speak anymore) who is now one of my good friends(even though she's being a bitch to me lately).. Have a boyfriend, John, but he's in jail right now, and it really fucking sucks because I miss him..
Might be going to work with Jacky at Starbucks.. Interview tomorrow, but I have to get a clear spacer for my nose piercing..
Other little tidbits: got a tattoo(it's an oroborus with the x files "x" in the right upper hand corner), had pink hair, rolled twice(lub!), turned 18, had to leave Ulta because the store closed, had 2 other random jobs(a middle eastern restaraunt watiress and at a costume jewelry shop), and worked at gay ass Albertson's, had 2 other boyfriends Dustin and Travis....
And that's all I can think of for now.... So, um, yeah..
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Monday, September 15th, 2003
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I have been so fucking busy... Work, and school... It's all I fucking do.. I liked work at first, but now I don't know.. I work with a bunch of preppy bitches.... They annoy the fuck out of me..
Other than that, I suppose things are good..... Been sick a lot lately though..
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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Well let me start off with the good news. My first day at Ulta went great! The people there are "absolutly fabulous"; as the prestige cosmetics manager, Tino, would put it. He is so awesome, and so gay. I love him!! And from what he said to me, he loves me to!! He's already asked me to be a prestige consultant...
But with the good, also, comes the bad. I don't know if its the weed I smoked or what, but I saw some crazy shit on the way home. First of all, I saw a Mexican guy in the dumpster as I was leaving Jacky's.. Then I saw this huge car that had to be from the 50's, but it was really rusted and ugly. So I drive on for a bit, and I have to swerve to not hit a fucking possum.. WTF? A possum in the city?
Well, maybe it was just the long day of stress... I sure hope this shit doesn't last long.. Blah......
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Sunday, August 31st, 2003
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Someting is really wrong with me.. I don't know what.. But I'm not getting any better, I threw up last night a Jacky's...... It's scary.. I went to put gas in my car earlier, and on the way home, I started crying.. Out of nowhere.. Now I'm in this really depressed mood.. Granted, I'm normally in an almost constant state of depression, this hit hard, and is much worse than usual.. I just feel so...... I don't even know the word for it.. But needless to say, I really don't like it.
I want to just lay down and go to sleep, my escape... But because of the Concerta(sp? the ADD medicine I am perscribed to), I feel I need to be doing something.. I finished the shit-load of Science I had to do, and if I could understand it, I would have done my economics as well.. Now I am making bracelets and obviously making an entry..
I don't know what to do.. I've been telling my grandmother how I feel, just not to what extent it is.. I don't want her all worried and shit, it will just make things harder for me..
What should I do?
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003
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I got a job at Ulta, the make-up store.. I am so excited!!
My mom came down, and we went garage selling this morning.. I love going to garage sells and Goodwill and the like.. You just never know what you'll find!!
Hmmmm.. Not much else has gone on.. But this weekend has been the best by far in a long time, even though I do still feel shitty.....
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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I am SO sick, and it really blows(no pun intended!).. I have a sinus infection.. At least that's what the dr. said. But I've had several sinus infections before, and I've never felt this bad before.. But whatever.. I just hope it goes away soon.... I had to miss school today, which means I am gonna fall even further behind.. Dammit!!
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003
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| Subject: | Hmmm.. |
| Time: | 1:02 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | Anna's Song - Silverchair. |
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Well, not much has gone on lately.. Been drivng a lot.. I can't wait untill I get my full license..
Well, I guess that's it.. Was there ever a more boring entry?
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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Well, really it's only a hard-ship license to drive back and forth from school, but that won't stop me.. I drove to Jacky's house earlier.. I don't know why but it made me so happy to drive on my own.. Like I was free or something..
Just wanted to write that, because it is a major event in my life, and I felt it sould be chronicled...... Hehe..
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Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
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Well, today went much better.. Actually, nothing different really happened, I guess I just accepted that I have to go, and deal.. Oh and my Economics teacher is a big Harry Potter fan to!! She's awesome!!
Again, no one talked to me today, except some guy making a comment about how heavy my books looked...... If I wasn't such a weak clutz, that wouldn't be a problem.. I am like the nerdiest person in the school........ But I like it that way!! Hehe..
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It SUCKED.. I mean it sucked hardcore..
They sat me RIGHT next to the bathrooms to eat my fucking lunch.. How fucking gross is that?? Well, I had a panic attack.. It also sucked, as to be expected.. The lady talked to all the teachers, and they agreed on different seating arangements for me so we can keep my anxiety level to a minimum..
Not one person talked to me.. Oh well though.. I'm not there to socialize..
Well, I gotta go to bed.. It's Jacky's B-day, and I have to have energy tomorrow when I give her her present so I can be all happy when I sing the birthday song.......
Anyway.. I'm off like a dirty shirt..
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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
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I start school tomorrow.. I can already feel the panic attack coming on.. I just hope all goes well..
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
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Saturday, August 16th, 2003
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| Subject: | The mall.. |
| Time: | 7:23 pm. |
| Mood: |  hopeful. | | Music: | 2 Hookers & a 8-ball - Mindless Self Indulgence. |
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Vida picked me up, and informed me at the last minute that we were picking up a guy she met off the internet to go to the mall with.. He ended up being pretty nice(and nowhere near as weird as Joe Somebody)..
I asked Hot Topic if they were hiring, and the girl said that a guy had just put in his 2 week notice.. And I have a pretty good chance, so I am filling out the application tonight and taking it back there tomorrow.. *crosses fingers* I would much rather work there than at Jack in the Box or Kroger's..
Well, I suppose that's all...... My life is so boring..
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Thursday, August 14th, 2003
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Ok, so I went to the meeting, and who ends up being the dean of students there?? The guy that gave me my driving test.. I guess it a good thing that I was really friendly with him!! And the fact that another lady at the driving school kept on talking about how much she adored me.. I told him while we were driving that I was supposed to be going to Special Programs, and after the test he told me he might see me around.. I had no idea!! I was utterly shocked when he came up and talked to me in the hall.. Ha!!
The estimate to fix my car is $3,300.. Which is like a fourth of what we paid for it.. It's drivable though, so I guess it's ok.. It could have been much worse.. My application for a hardship license is going through and I should know in a week if I have one or not.. Which sucks because I start school on Monday..
Oh!!!!!!! The counsler recommended that I get in Co-Op, so that I could get more credits.. I agreed, but now I have to find a job in 2 weeks.. Without a license, that is going to be really hard.. Grrr.. But, with two semesters of going to S.P., and one summer school class, I should graduate.. I just have to work my ass off..
8 classes a day, and a job!!!!! I'm going to go crazy!!
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So, I just got my car, and I was rear-ended today by some fucking idiot.. My head and back hurt like hell, Jacky's back hurts, and coffee got spilled in my little sisters face.. Needless to say, it was not a very pleasent event.. I was freaking out..
WTF? I havn't even had my car for 3 days and already I have to take it in to get fixed.. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! It just makes me so mother-fuckin mad..
In other news.. I kinda rearranged my room, and cleaned it.. Jacky helped a lot though.. It really needed it..
Oh, my school meeting is tomorrow.. I'm really nervous.. I just really hope my back and head don't hurt tomorrow.. If it wasn't for the Vicodin that my grandmother gave me, I would be in even worse pain than I am now.. So I'm crossin my fingers that nothing is wrong..
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
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I got my car today!!! I am in LOVE with it!! I drove home from the dealership, and for the first time, actually had fun driving.. It's usually something I hate to do..
Well, it's Jordan's(my little sister) birthday.. I'm going to go pick her up tomorrow, so I can show off my new car to my asshole ex-stepfather..Hahaha!!! My car is better than his car is now or ever will be.. I hate that white-trash, fat ass, dumb mother fucker, and I hope he rots in hell.. And um, that's all I have to say about that.......
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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I got a car today!! It's a black 1999 Rav4.. And it's awesome.. It has a sun/moon roof, a cd player, it rides excellent..... I am in love!! I can't wait till I get it, I had to make them fix a rattling noise that was coming from the dash..
Can't wait untill I can actually drive it.. But at least I know that when I am able to drive I have something to drive.. Whoo hoo!!!
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| Subject: | Par-tay!! |
| Time: | 12:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  okay. | | Music: | She Talks to Angels - The Black Crowes. |
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So I went to a party for the first time in a long while last night.. Had to drink Keystone Lite, and might I inform you that if you've never drinken it, it tastes quite a bit like piss.. But it's ok, b/c I got drunk..
Some older guy kept on touching me and shit, creepy.. Why do creepy old guys always touch me?? I guess I'm some sort of magnent.. Ewwww.. I wouldn't mind some older guys touching me, you know like, Alan Rickman or David Duchovny.. Yummy!!
Well, now I gotta clean my room and do some laundry.. Blah..
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